A personal blog

  • Finished 2023: On the Ecclesiastical Mystagogy by Saint Maximus the Confessor 📚

    Maximus, helpful and inspiring as always. was gratified to find that his description of the liturgy maps closely to what I participate in weekly as an Anglican Christian.

  • Cal Newport gives a great explanation of how ChatGPT works and why it probably won’t become Skynet.

  • The Lord knows that in deepest places of the human heart, we all desire peace. We all desire to rest from our anxieties, from the pressures to perform, from the pain of strained or even completely broken relationships.
    I want you to think of where the disciples were in their heads and hearts when Jesus first appeared to them in that dark, locked room. They were grieving the loss of their friend, knowing they had just been betrayed by one of their own—Judas—and perhaps thinking over their own acts of abandonment when Jesus was in the most excruciating moments of his suffering.
    The text tells us they were afraid of leaders of their own people. Would they be the next ones to be unjustly and unfairly hunted down? And to top it all off, where was Thomas!? Inner and outer turmoil was high.
    Today is the second Sunday of Easter! The high point of celebration has come and gone and we come face to face with the fact that life can continue to be hard, even after Easter Sunday. I wonder if perhaps you are grieving something, someone today? I wonder if you have been subject to unfair treatment and unjust actions? I wonder if you have some unresolved tensions and maybe even turmoil in your heart. Perhaps in your mindfulness you have become acutely aware of your own acts of abandonment of God, of your friends, of your family, of your community. Perhaps you’ve even abandoned yourself, if you will, to certain desires that you know only lead to death.
    Whatever it is that you and I are feeling this second Sunday in Easter, I am hard pressed to think that the disciples wouldn’t be able to relate. Listen to the first words out of Jesus’ mouth when he appears, suddenly, without warning, in his perfected and resurrected body to his troubled friends and followers:
    “Peace be with you.” Peace be with you.
    And then he shows them his wounds to prove that it is really him, and not just a ghostly shadow of his self. Although his body has be raised with some really cool new properties like the ability to walk through a locked door, it is not altogether different—it still bears the wounds of the crucifixion, and this is proof of his identity, and further proof of his love.
    He doesn’t show them his wounds and say “Payback time, baby!”
    No, he shows them his wounds so that they will really believe that the one that was crucified, and that they had doubted and departed from, is indeed the one that is now standing in their midst and offering peace through forgiveness, to people that perhaps don’t deserve it.
    We see here the heart of Christ which is the very heart of God. Don’t miss this: Christ grants peace, and his peace begins with forgiveness.

  • Photo of David Foster Wallace speaking

    Been reading a bit about David Foster Wallace today. In my circles, quotes from his famous Kenyon College commencement address, “This is Water,”
    are often deployed. Was glad and saddened to learn more.


    Photo: Wikipedia

  • Something beyond comprehension happens to the crucifixion of Jesus when it gets turned into “Good” Friday. That something is the resurrection, which transforms crucifixion from hideous injustice into redemptive event. That transformation does not undo the hideousness or permit us to put paid to the cross. No, resurrection makes the crucifixion all the more unjust and hideous – and redemptive!

    Read the whole reflection from Scot McKnight. It’s worth your time.

  • Game night last Friday at the church was blast. Games played:

    Codenames
    Azul
    Catan

  • Guitar players, like myself, believed for years that these artists had access to futuristic tools and production tactics that were out of reach for the ordinary musician.

    The opposite was true.

    As a musician, this post by the ever-insightful C. J. Chivers on how “process wins every time” really resonated.

  • Yesterday I witnessed my sisters and brothers in Christ:

    joyfully welcome newcomers,

    pray with compassion for those that are hurting,

    labor toward unity in the midst of disagreement,

    dream about God’s calling and plans for our church,

    be honest about insecurities,

    give thanks to God,

    show up early and stay late,

    pray and praise,

    encourage each other,

    take members home from the hospital,

    give rides to and from church to those that can’t drive,

    visit the grieving in the midst of their own grief,

    deliver furniture to those in need,

    bless children,

    –basically, be the hands, feet, presence of Christ.
    Sundays can be exhausting days for pastors. Yesterday was especially long for me, but looking back on what I witnessed–

    I feel so grateful to be able see in so many ways how God is working in and through his people.


    Photo by Steward Toliver of one of our parishioners, Jason Hensley, serving as an acolyte as he does most Sundays. Here he is lighting candles, a symbol of the light that Christ shines on us and through us into the world.

  • Good morning! Last bit of Escudo I’ve been aging since 2020 in a St. Paddy’s Day pipe from Missouri Meerschaum

  • Thursday morning pipe. Three Nuns. I know it’s not the same as it was, but it’s interesting to note this was C.S. Lewis’ preferred brand.